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If you are looking for a sign not to die tonight, this is it.

In fact, even if you aren't looking for a sign, I'm telling you not to die anyway.

You know what? I've attempted suicide before. I've felt suicidal often enough to get it. I'm still here. Don't let me live in vain. One of the reasons I stay alive is to show you guys that it is possible.

I don't care if this isn't technically art. I'm writing down how I feel and I sure as hell think that emotions are beautiful and if they don't count as art, I don't know what does.

Put it this way. Isn't it worth living in a world that has colour? A world where emotions can move somebody to try to reach out to random people across the internet? A world where every second, someone, somewhere is having the most wonderful day of their life?

Don't bother trying to think of an answer. This isn't a test. Yes, it is worth living in this world. Don't even question that. I've nearly died enough times to have the authority to say that. Last time I was going to commit was two nights ago and you know what? I was clever enough to let someone know. The next day, when I saw the person, they hugged me so hard, said they love me. Told me that nobody deserves death.

I'm looking at you. Yes, you reading this. Don't hate yourself. Every human is beautiful in their own way. And don't say you aren't loved because I've never met you and I would be sad if you died.

I'm looking at you.

Don't die tonight.

Description
If you are looking for a sign not to die tonight, this is it.

In fact, even if you aren't looking for a sign, I'm telling you not to die anyway.

You know what? I've attempted suicide before. I've felt suicidal often enough to get it. I'm still here. Don't let me live in vain. One of the reasons I stay alive is to show you guys that it is possible.

I don't care if this isn't technically art. I'm writing down how I feel and I sure as hell think that emotions are beautiful and if they don't count as art, I don't know what does.

Put it this way. Isn't it worth living in a world that has colour? A world where emotions can move somebody to try to reach out to random people across the internet? A world where every second, someone, somewhere is having the most wonderful day of their life?

Don't bother trying to think of an answer. This isn't a test. Yes, it is worth living in this world. Don't even question that. I've nearly died enough times to have the authority to say that. Last time I was going to commit was two nights ago and you know what? I was clever enough to let someone know. The next day, when I saw the person, they hugged me so hard, said they love me. Told me that nobody deserves death.

I'm looking at you. Yes, you reading this. Don't hate yourself. Every human is beautiful in their own way. And don't say you aren't loved because I've never met you and I would be sad if you died.

I'm looking at you.

Don't die tonight.