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Randomization1998 — How I Live Now
Published: 2014-05-24 15:05:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 101; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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It feels as if lifenow revolves around
tacky dates and meaningful tears,
falling on the torn edge
of a piece of napkin,
covered in scribbles
(or words, I’m unsure).
Everything I do or say or think
revolves around
the day this or that happened.
I’m not living in the present
and the past may as well
sink into the depths
of oblivion,
for all it provides,
is a solace of knowing
that I was once loved.
The number of yawns
revolves around
remembering last night’s nightmares,
the facades he made
months ago.
Dreams of longing, lust, desire.
The damnable insomnia
created by intense
loneliness of rejection.
The number of scars
increases as the days go by,
knowing that
the number 3…
stroke 3…
stroke 14…
was
the
end…
