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Where do I even begin with this one? I know! Friendship isn't supposed to last. At this point in time, I have a total of 6 friends that I still talk to. Two irl from high school, and four over the Internet (2 on deviant art & 2 on Skype). Now read this quote and take away the message its trying to tell: "A friendship that can cease has never been real." That quote speaks the truth! Granted not every friendship can be "best friends forever" but even then, there will always be someone to drift people apart permanently (beside the obvious death). Hell one of my online friends said fuck you to me because of what my skype name and bio said. I deserved it. I'm not the greatest friend in the world. I'm a giant asshole. But that experience got me thinking (oh look the retard keeps using the word butt ha ha.) if a friendship can end that easily over something on an online profile, then why bother having friends to begin with? Be honest here (this part is towards my online friends) we're all drifting apart to have lives of our own. Do any of you honestly think we'd still be talking when we have families? Or when we're in our golden years? Do you really expect us to log onto: deviant art, YouTube, skype, Facebook, etc and still talk? I doubt it. Like I said before I honestly preferred to be alone and die alone so I can be no ones burden. And I'm starting to think my moms right, you can't make friends over the Internet. Look at me, I let my health get worse because I worry about strangers all the way at the other side of the world more than myself. That's pathetic! I don't know if this is anger talking or any other emotions that were bottled up but maybe it's time to move on. I've already lost a lot of friends (irl and online) so I'm used to it. I don't blame any of you if you hate me right now or if you want to beat the living shit out of me. I'm THIS CLOSE (pretend I have my finger really close to touching lol) to abandoning my so called online life. It's not like my remaining online friends I barely speak to will care or notice. Neither will any of you most likely. I'm sorry being the worst friend on the planet. I needed to get this off my chest before I stressed myself out about to the point of having a heart attack.

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Where do I even begin with this one? I know! Friendship isn't supposed to last. At this point in time, I have a total of 6 friends that I still talk to. Two irl from high school, and four over the Internet (2 on deviant art & 2 on Skype). Now read this quote and take away the message its trying to tell: "A friendship that can cease has never been real." That quote speaks the truth! Granted not every friendship can be "best friends forever" but even then, there will always be someone to drift people apart permanently (beside the obvious death). Hell one of my online friends said fuck you to me because of what my skype name and bio said. I deserved it. I'm not the greatest friend in the world. I'm a giant asshole. But that experience got me thinking (oh look the retard keeps using the word butt ha ha.) if a friendship can end that easily over something on an online profile, then why bother having friends to begin with? Be honest here (this part is towards my online friends) we're all drifting apart to have lives of our own. Do any of you honestly think we'd still be talking when we have families? Or when we're in our golden years? Do you really expect us to log onto: deviant art, YouTube, skype, Facebook, etc and still talk? I doubt it. Like I said before I honestly preferred to be alone and die alone so I can be no ones burden. And I'm starting to think my moms right, you can't make friends over the Internet. Look at me, I let my health get worse because I worry about strangers all the way at the other side of the world more than myself. That's pathetic! I don't know if this is anger talking or any other emotions that were bottled up but maybe it's time to move on. I've already lost a lot of friends (irl and online) so I'm used to it. I don't blame any of you if you hate me right now or if you want to beat the living shit out of me. I'm THIS CLOSE (pretend I have my finger really close to touching lol) to abandoning my so called online life. It's not like my remaining online friends I barely speak to will care or notice. Neither will any of you most likely. I'm sorry being the worst friend on the planet. I needed to get this off my chest before I stressed myself out about to the point of having a heart attack.