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randomphilosopher — I will be fine Pt. 2
Published: 2014-08-14 00:06:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 343; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Hope for a better tomorrow isn't just valid, it is good. But the secret they never tell you, of which I am intensely aware, is that the end of all your tomorrows comes on fast. I desire to live, and to be true to my love for you, because I don't have the number of those tomorrows written down. Though if I did, I'd be only even more likely to fight for you. Because as it is, I can pretend I'll live forever. I've dealt with the desperation of wanting you, but that's softened now. Even so, not even the voice of logic in my head can completely fight for the validity of my decision to leave you. Except I can hold onto wanting to protect you from myself. When I look at things this way, I am glad we are apart. I am sad to lose you, but even so you are not really lost. You are a friend to me, and I hope I to you. There is a peacefulness in this unfulfillment. Because I have grown accustomed to loving from a distance. And if you'll accept my love and friendship,
I will be fine.
