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randomphilosopher — My Pages Plead Forgiveness
Published: 2014-08-02 07:40:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 283; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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It's washing over me now how much I miss you.

I tried to forget it, man, I really did.
Because loving you hurts. It's true, and I'm not gonna lie about it.
You're a fucked up dumb fuck, just like me.
You're dumb about feelings, and so am I, just in opposite ways.

Because I feel too much I want to feel nothing at all.
Because you feel nothing you want to feel everything.

Well, my paper walls are falling now and on the other side
of them is your face staring back at me.

And it hits me hard, man.
Because I remember everything.
I remember the love that you feel, and I
remember all the grand sentiment and
expansiveness of your soul.

I remember how open your face looks staring back at mine.
And how happy I was to be with you, if only for short time.

And in this moment I know that to forget my love for you
Would be the stupidest thing I could do.

Sure, if something changes,
Sure.

But nothing.
Nothing has changed.
You are just as beautiful as the January I fell in love with you.
So I may not believe in waiting, but I believe in hope.
And you are my best friend.

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Comments: 2

Bark [2014-08-02 10:49:27 +0000 UTC]

Strange, I hear this in my mind being read by Janis Joplin.

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randomphilosopher In reply to Bark [2014-08-09 19:40:12 +0000 UTC]

HAHA, well, it does have a markedly different tone than my other stuff.

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