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.:6th Grade:.

Well...at 11, I was super girly.. I work pink, eye shadow, lip gloss....all that crap.even the BIG HOOP EARINGS. *GASP* but yeah, I was pretty much your everyday girly girly/fake prep girl, who got along with everyone and wanted to be popular.

.:7th Grade:.

ahhhh yes...12.... at 12.. I probably would have still been little miss “fake popular” untill...I met this
guy in cooking class....he was a year older then me...I changed myself...only because I liked him,and thought he was cute...>.> later in the semester, the teacher made seating charts and lucky me, we sat at the same table..
he asked me if I liked “fox ridders co” and I told him I wasn’t sure..so I went to the closest store
and bought a fox co sweater.. (I still have it btw.. I should probably burn it.) he noticed and that made me happy...........but........later I found out he was making fun of me behind my back...and then he had the nerve to make fun of me in my face...so...yeah, that was the end of that. he’s such an ASSHOLE. and I hated myself for falling for someone like that... he ruind my life and tore me apart.. I also found out he was slightly related to my nextdoor neibor...so..that was even worst..because my nextdoor neibor is an ass too. he treats me like shit. I hate him! D:<
and he’s a year yonger then me.

.:8th Grade:.

man.....now that I think about it... I was seriously emo at 13... I didn’t want to talk to anyone,nor did anyone really want to talk to me.. I ALWAYS looked sad...
and I always wore DARK eyeliner...and that damn black sweater.. (which I also still have. ) I didn’t really have any friends back then... I just followed one of my “best friends” (which we’re no longer..) I was... I guess you can say I was her pet..me and her and NO common interest whatsoever.. so I could never really keep up a long converstation....unless it was about her thinking about getting with some guy..which I always HATED talking about...(because back then.... I had lost all hope in being in a relationship...I thought no one would ever love me...and I would probably just die alone...you know..) but anyways...I always looked down...and never smiled.....it was pretty bad....

.:9th Grade:.

14.. awww yes..once highschool started, I decided to change... (once again) this time it’s not for some guy...but it’s for me..haha, yeah..I got ride of the eye liner (only because I was tired of taking out my mirrior and fixing it every 5 minutes) and I’ve decide to be a little more socal.. I’m still shy...Its just..I smile every now and then..you know..I’m less shallow..I also was hopping to find people like me...and I did. :3 which was great. hum...ahh yes, and I DO own that nirvana shirt. :3 and I still wear it... it’s one of my favorites.

.:10th Grade:.

15 (me now) well, It’s the new rikulee. I’m a evil chick who’s madly in love... I’m basically as pervy as they get too. XD I smile a whole lot, I share my emotions a lot more.. and in my opinion I have a better personality... it just gets better and better.. I’m not sure I plan on changing again though.....unless wants me to change a habbit or something.. I'd be willing to change for him. because he means the world to me..

but yeah....that's 4 years of my life for ya.....

ps, I got the idea from >:3

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Description
.:6th Grade:.

Well...at 11, I was super girly.. I work pink, eye shadow, lip gloss....all that crap.even the BIG HOOP EARINGS. *GASP* but yeah, I was pretty much your everyday girly girly/fake prep girl, who got along with everyone and wanted to be popular.

.:7th Grade:.

ahhhh yes...12.... at 12.. I probably would have still been little miss “fake popular” untill...I met this
guy in cooking class....he was a year older then me...I changed myself...only because I liked him,and thought he was cute...>.> later in the semester, the teacher made seating charts and lucky me, we sat at the same table..
he asked me if I liked “fox ridders co” and I told him I wasn’t sure..so I went to the closest store
and bought a fox co sweater.. (I still have it btw.. I should probably burn it.) he noticed and that made me happy...........but........later I found out he was making fun of me behind my back...and then he had the nerve to make fun of me in my face...so...yeah, that was the end of that. he’s such an ASSHOLE. and I hated myself for falling for someone like that... he ruind my life and tore me apart.. I also found out he was slightly related to my nextdoor neibor...so..that was even worst..because my nextdoor neibor is an ass too. he treats me like shit. I hate him! D:<
and he’s a year yonger then me.

.:8th Grade:.

man.....now that I think about it... I was seriously emo at 13... I didn’t want to talk to anyone,nor did anyone really want to talk to me.. I ALWAYS looked sad...
and I always wore DARK eyeliner...and that damn black sweater.. (which I also still have. ) I didn’t really have any friends back then... I just followed one of my “best friends” (which we’re no longer..) I was... I guess you can say I was her pet..me and her and NO common interest whatsoever.. so I could never really keep up a long converstation....unless it was about her thinking about getting with some guy..which I always HATED talking about...(because back then.... I had lost all hope in being in a relationship...I thought no one would ever love me...and I would probably just die alone...you know..) but anyways...I always looked down...and never smiled.....it was pretty bad....

.:9th Grade:.

14.. awww yes..once highschool started, I decided to change... (once again) this time it’s not for some guy...but it’s for me..haha, yeah..I got ride of the eye liner (only because I was tired of taking out my mirrior and fixing it every 5 minutes) and I’ve decide to be a little more socal.. I’m still shy...Its just..I smile every now and then..you know..I’m less shallow..I also was hopping to find people like me...and I did. :3 which was great. hum...ahh yes, and I DO own that nirvana shirt. :3 and I still wear it... it’s one of my favorites.

.:10th Grade:.

15 (me now) well, It’s the new rikulee. I’m a evil chick who’s madly in love... I’m basically as pervy as they get too. XD I smile a whole lot, I share my emotions a lot more.. and in my opinion I have a better personality... it just gets better and better.. I’m not sure I plan on changing again though.....unless wants me to change a habbit or something.. I'd be willing to change for him. because he means the world to me..

but yeah....that's 4 years of my life for ya.....

ps, I got the idea from >:3

♥ Plz full view ♥