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Yeah, lack of a proper scanner is one of the sole reasons you likely won't be seeing a lot of these often (unless I REALLY want to get one done; also, adding text through paint is... not really ideal, though it could be worse given my garbage penmanship and lack of photoshop so Microsoft paint it is!). Anyway, this one is pretty much my experience dealing with most people I think are pretty cool and I literally just want to say hello, but my stupid brain doesn't want to move my body/mouth in order to say a single thing and likewise most people also likely feel the exact same way so it just ends up in this awkward showdown where the two of us are just kinda waiting on the other to say literally anything to each other which of course usually ends in a sad goodbye with the longing of friendship unfulfilled. The problem is usually just not knowing exactly the right words to say as a starting conversation to others.

Funnily enough I can talk your ear off for days on end about anything I find interesting, but damn if that first introduction (and the follow up starting conversations that keep those social bonds with other people going) is always ROUGH. I'm working on it, of course, but like with most people with this issue it's not something I can simply do easily like extroverts can. (Someday, perhaps, but today is not that day and it will likely not be anytime soon, especially given lack of social opportunity and how WAY too used to isolation I am.)

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Yeah, lack of a proper scanner is one of the sole reasons you likely won't be seeing a lot of these often (unless I REALLY want to get one done; also, adding text through paint is... not really ideal, though it could be worse given my garbage penmanship and lack of photoshop so Microsoft paint it is!). Anyway, this one is pretty much my experience dealing with most people I think are pretty cool and I literally just want to say hello, but my stupid brain doesn't want to move my body/mouth in order to say a single thing and likewise most people also likely feel the exact same way so it just ends up in this awkward showdown where the two of us are just kinda waiting on the other to say literally anything to each other which of course usually ends in a sad goodbye with the longing of friendship unfulfilled. The problem is usually just not knowing exactly the right words to say as a starting conversation to others.

Funnily enough I can talk your ear off for days on end about anything I find interesting, but damn if that first introduction (and the follow up starting conversations that keep those social bonds with other people going) is always ROUGH. I'm working on it, of course, but like with most people with this issue it's not something I can simply do easily like extroverts can. (Someday, perhaps, but today is not that day and it will likely not be anytime soon, especially given lack of social opportunity and how WAY too used to isolation I am.)