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there is a language only we speakand it sounds a little bit like choking, like screaming
there are a thousand words for all of the things
no other language will let us say
no other person will let us say
there are words for damning convention and
dying for each other and living for each other
and that feeling you get when you went to hell
for the only person worth the trouble and then hell went to you
set up camp in your rib cage like you were built
only to house it's screaming
there is a language only we speak
and no one else will learn it, no one else will try
no one else will be able to
we will whisper to each other in the darkness
down phone lines and against each other's skin
and it sounds a little bit like choking
like the breath you pull in before diving down deep
like everything you wouldn't otherwise say
and we have a thousand words for love
and almost all of them sound like brother
sound like dying for each other, living for each other
sound like for each other
there is a language only we speak
there is a language we only speak for each other
and it sounds a little bit like breathless laughter
like near escapes, like screaming at the sky
there are words for hopelessness that do not sound hopeless
and there are words for childhood that do not sound nostalgic
and there are words for love that sound an awful lot
like co-dependence and brother and for each other
there is a language only we speak and it is the only language
with words that can accurately describe hell
what it feels like when hell has set up camp in your rib cage
when hell has settled comfortably just underneath your skin
i have settled comfortably just underneath his skin
and he has set up camp in my rib cage
so there is no room for hell, only each other
and so we have some kind of permanent reminder of each other
there is a language only we speak
we whisper to each other in the darkness and wait out the storm
and it sounds a little bit like thunder, like choking
like the breath you pull in desperately before diving down deep,
like breathless laughter, and we have a thousand words for love
and they all sound a little bit like brother
there is a language we only speak for each other
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Comments: 43
scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-10 12:14:26 +0000 UTC]
i'm gonna take that as a compliment.
(also, i feel like informing you that i went to bed with 7 feedback messages and i woke up with 23. and, like, 4 of them weren't you.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-10 21:55:40 +0000 UTC]
You should. Worst part is, I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN THAT EPISODE YET.
Whaaaaaaaaaaat? You get feedback messages from other people, whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-11 11:38:48 +0000 UTC]
WHAT. WHAT IS THIS TRAGEDY.
you should watch that episode. if i was a little more awake, i could probably even conjure you up some means to watch that episode. but google is hard when uncaffeinated, sigh.
ikr? sorcery, i do say.
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-11 23:25:40 +0000 UTC]
Why thank you, you're too kind. I'm merely opportunistic with my watching. If it's not there, then too bad feels.
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-14 16:27:22 +0000 UTC]
i try, i try.
...it would be really unfeasible to lend you the DVDs when you're an atlantic ocean away, wouldn't it?
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-14 19:35:52 +0000 UTC]
Yes it would, though I would love you forever and create a shrine to you and treat the DVDs like my children but better and send them back to you when you demanded it.
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-18 18:43:50 +0000 UTC]
i am now incredibly tempted. i shall look into postage costs!
(i treat them like my children. currently, my good IRL friend has season 3, and whenever i see her i ask both what episode she's up to and if the DVD has been behaving. this isn't even the weirdest kind of conversation we've had.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-18 18:48:01 +0000 UTC]
Wooh! (Haha, I believe it. You seem like the person who gets wonderfully weirder with age, like fine wine.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-18 18:53:50 +0000 UTC]
(this is how i'm going to describe myself to new people, now. "hi, i'm maisie, i get weirder with age, like fine wine, nice to meet you!")
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-18 18:55:55 +0000 UTC]
(DO ITTTT. And remember to reference me as much as you'd like!)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-18 20:38:05 +0000 UTC]
(you are now quoted in my tumblr 'about me' box, congratulations!)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-18 20:40:36 +0000 UTC]
(WHAT. NO WAI. WHERE'S THAT. I WANNA SEE.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-18 20:42:29 +0000 UTC]
([link] *points to the left*)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-18 20:44:49 +0000 UTC]
lol Who is this Amy chick? Trying to steal my lines and shit.
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-18 20:54:45 +0000 UTC]
your profile informed me that amy was your name, doth it lie? (also, i lost another five minutes to your webcam.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-18 21:00:16 +0000 UTC]
It doth lie. Because everyone assumes that the x is strategically placed. When it's not. It's part of the name.
(Yes, yes, feed my spaceship by losing time to the webcam, yes.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-19 16:30:13 +0000 UTC]
(wait, wait, you have a spaceship?)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-19 19:03:04 +0000 UTC]
(No, I don't, 'spaceship' is euphemism for my inner overlord.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-19 19:51:35 +0000 UTC]
(that is even better. care to introduce me?)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-19 19:52:26 +0000 UTC]
(Oh, it knows who you are, Maisie.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-19 20:07:51 +0000 UTC]
(i don't know whether to be pleased or scared. thoughts?)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-19 20:09:35 +0000 UTC]
(A little of both is always safe. Thankfully, the overlord doesn't usually make appearances in my timeline. So the likelihood of actually meeting the overlord is... slim to none. But the overlord strives to surprise and shock, soooo...)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-19 20:15:41 +0000 UTC]
(happy dancing to the knife drawer it is, then. [i'm visualising the overlord as him from the powerpuff girls. jsyk.])
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-19 20:18:00 +0000 UTC]
(That sounds about right, yeah. [lulz I just imagine the overlord to be a more androgynous, sexy version of myself but you know, that works too.])
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-26 19:03:23 +0000 UTC]
(if in doubt, happydance. [i have never seen any versions of you, so i shall content myself with alternating between kid's cartoon's villians and your icon but with horns])
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-26 19:06:42 +0000 UTC]
(If in doubt, sleep. It fixes most things. [One day, Maisie, one day we will remedy this.])
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-26 19:11:14 +0000 UTC]
(my friend hannah has a theory, that if you sleep for long enough, it will cure anything, and that the problem isn't that some things are incurable, just that it's not possible to sleep for that long. [i look forward to it.])
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-26 19:12:33 +0000 UTC]
(Oooh, that makes sense. Indeed. [Even though you don't know if the day will ever come?])
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-26 19:16:43 +0000 UTC]
she does make sense, sometimes. other times, she spends four hours talking about squirrels, but everyone has their faults. (next year, i am doing three things i had written off as impossible [writing course, being in the same room as misha collins, seeing the wall at wembley]; currently, i'm inclined to believe that everything will happen sooner than i am expecting. also, it's always good to have something to look forward to.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-26 19:28:34 +0000 UTC]
Yes, well, I can spend four hours talking about my chickens, so I empathize with her. (You are correct. BE IN THAT ROOM WITH MISHA COLLINS. MAKE HIM LIKE IT.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-26 20:15:32 +0000 UTC]
(i just realised you will actually be the correct amount of excited about this, so; next year, in may, myself and the eriqua are almost definitely going to asylum. which is one of, like, two english supernatural conventions. and misha collins will be there. and also richard speight jr and mark sheppard and I AM EXCITE. basically, I AM ALL THE EXCITE.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-26 20:21:30 +0000 UTC]
(BE ALL THE EXCITE YOU WANT AND THEN SOME. BECAUSE I WILL BE ALL THE REST OF THE EXCITE FOR YOU. I've been seeing tumblr posts about Asylum, yes. I want.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-26 20:36:24 +0000 UTC]
(IF I AM ANY MORE EXCITE I MAY NOT LIVE TILL MAY.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-27 03:24:43 +0000 UTC]
(OH, THEN DOLE OUT THE EXCITE SLOWLY. WE DON'T WANT YOU TO PERISH BEFORE ACHIEVING /THE GOAL./)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-28 20:23:25 +0000 UTC]
(I SHALL ASSIGN DAILY DOSES. LIKE MEDS, BUT FAR MORE EXCITING.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-28 20:27:28 +0000 UTC]
(FAR BETTER FOR YOU THAN MEDS ANYWAY.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-11-28 20:38:35 +0000 UTC]
(EXACTLY. WHO NEEDS MEDS?)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-11-28 20:53:07 +0000 UTC]
(I KNOW, I SPEAKETH THE TRUTH OFTEN.)
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scripturiency In reply to little-supernova [2012-12-03 15:25:26 +0000 UTC]
(THAT YOU DO. WHAT A FINE HABIT TO HAVE.)
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little-supernova In reply to scripturiency [2012-12-03 19:20:48 +0000 UTC]
(I HAVE OFTEN STROVE TO BE. A MARVELOUS HABIT IT IS. YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOME TIME.)
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