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scripturiency — every day is one day less
Published: 2013-02-28 14:38:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 127; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 1
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i used to be holy, i used to be god's will given lifei used to be scripture given purpose, i used to have purpose
i used to be absolute and unshakeable and then came you,
you with your uncertainty and your regrets
and your coin-toin decisions, your chance, your hope
your humanity, you tainted me, you taught me
how to doubt and guess and cross my fingers
how to second guess myself and god and everything i knew
everything in between, you taught me to lose faith
to fall, to learn how to build my wings on the way down
to trust in nothing but hope for everything
i used to be holy before you, until you
i was whole until you, untouched and unshakeable and
undoubtable, and the worst part is, i don't even know
which is better, which i should be
because i don't know anything, not with any certainty
because of you, you and your maybes and
your might-as-wells and your no-harm-in-tryings
and what am i supposed to do with this?
where am i supposed to go from here? i used to be holy,
you taught me to be human, now i am neither for certain
now i am never certain, what do i do?
