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To the younger me,

You obviously don't know me, right now you are in a dark place, it hurts like hell right now and we know it.  If I could ease your pain I would, but I know I can't stop it.  You are both entering something big, and witnessing something sad, it will affect you, don't kid yourself saying, Oh, this isn't that bad she deserved the karma, yes I know you're looking at me with an angry stare but trust me when I say you're going to be crying when September 17th comes around.  On that day, please help your mother, I know you're in your own dark tunnel and your also entering your freshman year in high school and looking back on it myself I wish I could give you advice, like don't know matter how much you want to strike back at him, don't ask her out it's only going to lead to heartache.

Although in truth I know we won't listen, because we believe that our choices make small changes to the universe, I know that the person I'm sending this to will not be me because of the butterfly effect, don't stop believing in that, your choices LIVE.  You are not a freak, you are not alone, you meet, you live and you love, although please remember the girl that you talk to in your sophomore year, I won't give you her name but suffice it to say: she will be a mistake and a half, please don't have anything to do with her past that day, even when you're feeling that itch that you cannot cure just push past it, yes you will love her but she will use you to no end, you will meet her, you will give everything to her and then it will come back on you tenfold because she will break what you gave her. I sit here as proof, and even though my life is improving I wish upon wish that I could take it back and just meet the girl I am with now earlier because this is love this is truth, not the one I am speaking about.

You will meet your soul brother in your second year of high school, it won't seem it but you will.  Trust him, trust him implicitly I know the misgivings you have but you will have fun, also as you are leaving middle school don't forget the small one or the injured one, you will know who I am talking about, because you miss them dearly now. What else can I say? You are strong willed and stubborn please, please dull your edge when leveling the blows you do to people, you will make more friends that way, and don't start lying about your personal life, it's not worth it and it will fuck you up later on down the line trust and believe me on that.  Now I shall depart, and leave you with this:  you know that talent with words you have, how you can rhyme them without meaning to? Use it don't lose it because you make great friends that way.

        Ok live, love, and let the peace be easy and the war be the hardest.

Sincerely,

             Shadows of yourself

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To the younger me,

You obviously don't know me, right now you are in a dark place, it hurts like hell right now and we know it.  If I could ease your pain I would, but I know I can't stop it.  You are both entering something big, and witnessing something sad, it will affect you, don't kid yourself saying, Oh, this isn't that bad she deserved the karma, yes I know you're looking at me with an angry stare but trust me when I say you're going to be crying when September 17th comes around.  On that day, please help your mother, I know you're in your own dark tunnel and your also entering your freshman year in high school and looking back on it myself I wish I could give you advice, like don't know matter how much you want to strike back at him, don't ask her out it's only going to lead to heartache.

Although in truth I know we won't listen, because we believe that our choices make small changes to the universe, I know that the person I'm sending this to will not be me because of the butterfly effect, don't stop believing in that, your choices LIVE.  You are not a freak, you are not alone, you meet, you live and you love, although please remember the girl that you talk to in your sophomore year, I won't give you her name but suffice it to say: she will be a mistake and a half, please don't have anything to do with her past that day, even when you're feeling that itch that you cannot cure just push past it, yes you will love her but she will use you to no end, you will meet her, you will give everything to her and then it will come back on you tenfold because she will break what you gave her. I sit here as proof, and even though my life is improving I wish upon wish that I could take it back and just meet the girl I am with now earlier because this is love this is truth, not the one I am speaking about.

You will meet your soul brother in your second year of high school, it won't seem it but you will.  Trust him, trust him implicitly I know the misgivings you have but you will have fun, also as you are leaving middle school don't forget the small one or the injured one, you will know who I am talking about, because you miss them dearly now. What else can I say? You are strong willed and stubborn please, please dull your edge when leveling the blows you do to people, you will make more friends that way, and don't start lying about your personal life, it's not worth it and it will fuck you up later on down the line trust and believe me on that.  Now I shall depart, and leave you with this:  you know that talent with words you have, how you can rhyme them without meaning to? Use it don't lose it because you make great friends that way.

        Ok live, love, and let the peace be easy and the war be the hardest.

Sincerely,

             Shadows of yourself