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Published: 2002-11-11 05:20:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 94; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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Basketball outside, and it was coldI was twelve, didn't talk much
Didn't have much to say
Remember when I stole your shoes?
That was a long time ago, before you knew me
Before I knew you
I liked you back then
Because I thought you were cute
Then...you rejected me
Oh well, it was okay, because I didn't realize it then
Better words put, I didn't realize I was supposed to know better
We didn't talk for another year
New claim as old friends
Remember when you rewrote that poem?
Just for me
You got taller
Your hair got longer
I hung that poem on my wall
Because you wrote it
We got pretty close, didn't we?
Remember when we played our guitars together?
I think that was when I fell in love with you
And once, you let me touch your hair
Right after you got it cut
And you were so cute that day
You were so sweet
You even told that little girl
That I was your girlfriend
I couldn't really take much more of you not knowing
So I confessed
Oh but...you only liked me as a friend
That's fine...
Remember when you told me that nothing would change?
Things didn't at first
I was relieved that you finally knew
How I felt
Hmmm...devistation...
It wasn't supposed to happen
Awkward...
...Why are you ignoring me?
I'm really confused
That poem you wrote me is ripped from my wall
That poem you wrote me a year ago
Torn up
Thrown away
Crying
Dying
Trying
Over and OVER
Can't you just...say hello?
You know, make my day?
Too good for me now...?
I never asked you to love me back
I never will...
Days in bed
Nights awake
Too nervous to sleep lately
It's funny when I think about it
Two years ago I didn't really know pain
Not like this
I lost you, someone close
It WASN'T my fault if I CAN'T help my feelings
...if I can't help my feelings...
If...
If only...
If only basketball didn't exist
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Comments: 3
i look at the picture again, and realize that its really beautiful..
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Awwwww Jacob really is awesome, but he isn't all that great. . . I promise.
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god damn basketball! and it was my fault too! because i invited you to play basketball with us! arg *slaps self* oh well, things happen for a REASON. And sometimes the first time you get your heartbroken, helps make it not so bad the next time. but, im glad you are gettting your feelings out, you need to. Its the only way you will feel better about the situation i love youa nd i love this!
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