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Published: 2002-10-28 01:02:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 113; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Right now I'll strip for youAnd do everything that you want me to do
Naked, am I still perfect enough for you?
I need you to touch me
I need you to love me
I need you to feel me
I want to be apart of you
Mom doesn't know that I keep pills under my bed just in case I get tired of this life
I'll end up dead on my floor before daddy can realize
That I just need some space
Last year I committed suicide
I threw away everything that I have to hide
Last year I died
You haven't noticed have you?
It's okay
Neither have I
I shriveled away into nothing
My little sister always got what she wanted
I want something
I want to kill my friends for loving me
I'm not worthy
I'm not worthy
I'll lose some weight for mom's sake
But I'm still bound to my fate
Quit SCREAMING at me
What the fuck did I ever do to you
...That girl has no friends
They call her a lesbian
They talk behind her back
She only wants to fit in
That girl is me
Now watch her cry herself to sleep
Last year I committed suicide
I threw away everything that I have to hide
Last year I died
You haven't noticed have you?
It's okay
Neither have I
Someone told me I was a princess
I am beautiful
I belong to greatness
Life is a journey, listen well, and wait your turn to die
I woke up from a nightmare
Shaking uncontrollable
Tears sting my eyes, I don't know why I'm crying
Jessie, wait your turn to die
I woke up from a nightmare
And defeated suicide
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Comments: 4
Even though its hard, try to never think you're not worthy. As a friend of mine once said "Let me decide what i think about you".
So what im saying is, if they love you, let them. And start loving yourself for who YOU are. You cant change who you are, only hide it. Be proud.
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This is so emotional feeling a bit teary eye'd. Being a lesbian is no piece of cake And school makes it a really big bitch..i know from experience.
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Way to put it all out there. Damn.. Im here for you, i hope you know that.
I like the ending. Throws a twist to it all.
oh and you ARE worthy. Your friends are the ones who are not worthy of
YOU
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