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silentpixie — Throwing Up the Disease
Published: 2002-11-16 20:02:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 150; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 7
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I'm so FUCKING angryEveryone's in my way
I have a short temper
And attention span
Sorry if I sound BITCHY
But I'm not always that NICE
And I can't help it
Because then I would explode
My stomach hurts and I'm so SICK
I'm so physically tired
Yet my mind is racing
Would you just shut UP
Quit ASKING me what's WRONG
My emotions are so dry from it
Numb from it
Dead from it
I want to rip my skin and bleed
JUST so I can hurt in DIFFERENT places
Are you trying to test me
You don't care
You don't care
You DON'T CARE
And right now neither do I
I just need to punch something
Sorry if I sound STUBBORN
The truth is, I used to like the attention
From "depression"
But not this time
This time it really hurts
It really kills
This time it just won't go away
Oh, so happy and cheery all the time
NOT
I don't want to be selfish by acting sad
It's a "chemical inbalance"
It's lack of sleep
I'm not the only one
What I'm really trying to say is
I want help
I NEED help
From someone who DOESN'T know me
I need advice
And a better way to live my life
Because I really want to live my life
And I don't deserve to cry
