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silentpixie — What I Was Looking For
Published: 2003-01-05 04:47:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 116; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 26
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Description I looked for comfort
I looked for a reason to live
I tried to convince myself
That this is worth something
I only found a knife
I cut my wrists
I had to close my eyes
And bite my tongue
The phone rang
I was drifting
I was gone by then
It felt just like
Uneasy sleeping
So close to dreaming
And my mind would not grasp
A certain image
I looked up to the ceiling
White
Boring
Blank
It looked back
With invisible tears
And cried onto me
I could have been better
I could have held on
If I had felt stronger
But that night, I was alone.
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Comments: 6

imemine [2004-08-31 15:58:12 +0000 UTC]

very cool and intriguing

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devileeterros [2003-01-05 05:09:08 +0000 UTC]

I agree...it always feels like you're dreaming after you've cut yourself...like everything is falling away for you. I love this, very graphical use of words and phrases...

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nostalgicstar [2003-01-05 04:52:52 +0000 UTC]

....suicide isnt the answer

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raptoress [2003-01-05 04:52:44 +0000 UTC]

Eeeeep.... suicide is bad. ... mrrr... hug.

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3x0du5 [2003-01-05 04:52:26 +0000 UTC]

Love it! all i can say

-3x0du5

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crackedmirror [2003-01-05 04:51:38 +0000 UTC]

It looked back
With invisible tears
And cried onto me

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