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Published: 2007-03-28 19:33:43 +0000 UTC; Views: 295; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 2
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So deeply entranced with youI've become
That I no longer feel a gust of childish emotions
So deeply in love with you
I am
That the thought of letting you go
Brings me to tears
I'm sick
Unhealthy
This attachment and fascination
Has gone far beyond
Normal Boundaries
I feel like you're near me
Though you're countless miles away
This mental relationship
Between who I think you are
And who I want to be
Is a puzzle
A maze
With something new around every corner
This torture
And pleasure
With no end
Began with a song
And my ever growing interest
In a man among men
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Comments: 23
awwwwwwwwww......hope he/she/it will love u tooo!!!!!!
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hahahaahahaaah its a he "man among men"... yeah nicole..-.- im in love with my toaster -.-
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ughh..............
toaster...come on......
lol....hugs to u too
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omg..i missed u AGAIN! by just about the same amount of time. ok tonight at 10 my time 7 urs. u gotta b on.
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eee...i'll try....swear i will! but....i have work and i'll super try to finish math before 7. ttyls ^.^!!!!
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parents r just plainly pissed off.....and i still couldn't have finished math....i'm sorry again....let's try to talk tomorrow...ok? or later tonight if u can....? hugs and i'm sorry
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ill be on much...btw is ur break over or sometin?
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nooooo...my break still on till jan 7....u? so ull be on a lot?!? hopefully during thaat time we can talk...lmao. hopefully one day i know wat's been up w/ u and stuffs...
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omg u must still be on u replied this only 4 minutes ago. OMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! G-GEEZ
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lmao lmao! i also replied just now *click*!
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its loverly 
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Aw, you sound sad. T T It's ok, ^ ^ You should cry too much over a boy. (But I think it's alright to cry for em. I do...a lot...) Anyways, it's a good peom! Keep up the good work! ^ ^
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yeah i guess im a bit sad. and in a staring-off-into-space kinda mood. The mystery is who this poem is about, 
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Aw. > < I know what you mean, but thankfully I haven't been is a sad mood lately! ^ ^ Hum, I guess igt is a mystery. But it's not in my bussiness to pry, so your business is your buisness. ^ ^ I hope you feel better soon.
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lol, i think the only medecine would be a kiss from this person. pffft like that'd happen. I'm not even allowed to have a boyfriend till im 18. And many have told me I shouldn't even be THINKING about boys. lol
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lol. ^ ^ (I just looked at your age, so your 14) yeah, you are a bit young. ^ ^ don't worry, I'm only 17 and I still haven't been kissed. ^ ^ I'm still enjoying my life, you have a LONG time ahead of you so, don't think it's over yet. I remember...it was 13 when I fell in love. (It was love; I have had crushes before, but never like this.) I know it's silly when a teenager says they are in love but, it was. You see: he was in love with my best friend, and I was supposed to play Cupid. I got them together, after spending the whole day with him, (our first meet) and finding out the best way fir him to ask her out. The next day all I could think about was him. About a day later I knew I had a crush on him. But I told myself that she was my best friend first so I wouldnβt conceder looking at him. Within time the love for him only grew and I really hated myself for falling for him. But even though my love grew, so did my friendship with her, and I never made a move on him He and I have been alone at times and I had every chance to hold his hand, to kiss him, but I never did and 4 years later, (last year in October) I had told him that I still loved him (he had found out about two years prior that I like him,) but he was amazed that I still felt that way. He and she were close to breaking up, and even though my friendship with her was fading, I worked at them again, and made their relationship stronger. ^ ^ I was loyal to my friend first. All I wanted him was to be by my side, and everything would be fine. β¦ But he failed me even that, after the day I told him. He hasnβt spoken to me since that day and I am alone. But, I have moved on and Iβm not sad anymore. I guess what Iβm trying to tell you, donβt wait for too long. Within those 4 years I missed a lot of opportunities because of him, but now, Iβm happily in love with someone else. ^ ^ Iβm sorry, this note was so long, but *sigh* I hope it helps you even a bit. You are young and talented, and there will be guys falling behind you in line. ^ ^ So have patience, my friend, you still have your whole life ahead of you.
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Yes very long comment lol. but i love it. Wow that would make a good story. The thing is, I don't want to like this person, you know, cause i shouldn't (and something unattainable is just like torture) . I dont try and obsess over him, but i kinda do it subconciously, like in my dreams. I tell myself to stop, but it just doesn't work. Oh well, eventually it should fade, i ve been trying for months. Thanks for the advice.
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^ ^ glad to help. lol that is some story isn't it? yes, eventully it would fade. Like for the guy I told you about, it wouldn't fade for awhile, but when I knew he wasn't going to talk to me any more, I erased all of his numbers, took down the things he gave me and put it all in a shoe box and gave it to my sister. I told her to hide it, but not throw it away. I want to know it's cloe, but not gone. *sigh* I don't get depressed about it anymore, but, I still think about him from time to time. ^ ^ 4 years is a long time. ^ ^ But If I could do it, I know you can. ^ ^ Just turn your attention to something else. ^ ^ watch 300, with all those *drool* hot bodies, you'll be thinking about that for weeks, lol. ^ ^ but it's rated r...and I don't know if you are allowed to watch that. problaly not, but it's a good, bloody movie. (a bit of nudeity, only girls though. > <, but alot of guys abs and chest.) lol sorry. ^ ^
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