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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 03:21:39 +0000 UTC]

what really rustles my jimmies is when people complain about things that they can't do anything about 
especially because my only advice is to "get over it" which people find to be very insensitive
but if you can't do anything about the situation, then move on 
it's gonna be that way no matter what 
so complaining constantly about it isn't going to do anyone any good

I use to complain about school all the time
so I got my GED and went to college (but college was a waste of my time...)

I use to complain about having ADD all the time
but now I just educate people on the subject because my ADD is never going to go away, so all I can do is make people understand how hard it is to live with such a disorder so that they might be more understanding and compassionate towards people who have it (especially now, 'cause I just recently found out that a lot of people with ADD/ADHD kill themselves because their lives suck and people are mean to them ;-; )

-rant rant rant-

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 03:35:14 +0000 UTC]

tl;dr 

lol jk XD

I agree with all this lol

but u went to college? jesus christ how old are you I'm like 12

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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 03:49:55 +0000 UTC]

"like" 12, you mean you ain't sure...?

I live in Georgia, so I had to go to school until I was 16 (I'm 17 now)
so I did that
and then I bounced
and then I also started college when I was 16
but that was only because my mommy didn't want me to be a bum 
but then my sister stopped going to college, and she was my ride, so I stopped going too
but it's K 'cause I hate school, it's garbage, it's the worst, it makes me physically ill
so I just gave up on all that
though I do still try to find credible sources in which to educate myself because education is important
but school is poopy trash garbage that can go die in a fire I hate it some much 

but honestly, I probably just feel that way because I have ADD and most teachers still don't believe that it's a real disorder, so the just think I'm being lazy and rude all the time
but I literally can't help being "rude and lazy" no matter how hard I try (and I try pretty hard, believe me...)
so it makes me feel like garbage ._.

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 03:52:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah tbh not completely sure


who the fuck doesn't believe that ADD is real like jesus christ 

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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 04:14:19 +0000 UTC]

the issue is that everyone has some symptoms of ADD, so it is widely believed that it's not a true disorder
but people who actually have it suffer much much more (and usually have other mental disorders, like I may or may not have manic depression -am cri-)
it's not like "oh, I couldn't concentrate this one time" it's like "I LITERALLY CAN'T READ BECAUSE I CAN'T FOCUS LONG ENOUGH TO COMPREHEND THE WORLDS I'M LOOKING AT"
it sucks
someone plz put me out of my misery :'D

I remember one person gave the analogy that thinking that no one has ADD because everyone has symptoms of ADD is like saying because everyone is taller than the ground, everyone is tall

I was actually told by an assistant principal at my school to drop out solely because I'm so smart, but ADD makes school hard for me
she actually told me "you should just get your GED and go to college right now"
and I was like "can do"

but I got painfully chastised for my decisions :''D
but I'm still happier and healthier than I would be if I was still in school :'''D

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 04:15:26 +0000 UTC]

School rlly needs some fukkin improvement

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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 04:21:35 +0000 UTC]

I try not to think about it 'cause I get really, REALLY butthurt about it
especially now because I've been watching TedTalks about school and ADD/ADHD, and they keep reaffirming all of my beliefs and I'm like "IF ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL INFORMATION IS SO EASILY ACCESSIBLE, WHY ISN'T IT COMMON KNOWLEDGE!?!"
it's very frustrating
I'm a very frustrated potato 

I just wanna write a book about school, ADD, and dogs so I can educate people and remove all the LIES from their conforming, unquestioning brains...

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 04:39:34 +0000 UTC]

i honestly don't have a comforting response to this

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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 04:44:20 +0000 UTC]

I don't need to be comforted
I've accepted the fact that my ADD is basically going to control my life forever
and that the internet will deceiving otherwise intelligent people no matter what
I'm just a little salty about it
but there's not much I can do about any of it
so whatever -n-

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 04:47:01 +0000 UTC]

.____.

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TaskmasterTChalla In reply to axxaryllis [2016-05-16 04:49:22 +0000 UTC]

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axxaryllis In reply to TaskmasterTChalla [2016-05-16 04:50:18 +0000 UTC]

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