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I found myself curled up on the couch with tears in my eyes. Not feeling the need to do anything, not be with anyone. I felt empty, but I wasn't hungry and I had so much I wanted to say, but no one I wanted to say it too. I just felt the need to wallow in my own self pity. Nothing this whole week was going my way. My new job sucked and that one guy I just wanted to be with cancelled our date. I wanted to be with him and feel his warmth and love. Now I just felt lonely with no hope for tomorrow. I had Journey screaming in the back ground it was that deep kinda of depression. I felt like I could not fathom anything. Broken like a pretty glass vase that could not be put back together again.
There was a blanket was dropped over me. I looked up and there was my room mate smiling down at me. She had found the orange shock blanket that we stole. I sat up and wrapped it around me and rubbed my tear stained face. I still felt that empty pit in my stomach. She had got up and made some tea. God bless Eliza. She had got in a routine when she could feel my depression acting up. She knew a good cuppa would open me right up to share my feelings. This would make me feel better then bottling it up. The kettle began to steam like it was angry and she pour it into our favorite mugs.
I just stared as she carried over the mugs. She handed me mine in my Beatle mug. I just sat there taking in the sent of the orange tea and the warmth of it. She smile at me knowing that it was just a matter of time before I opened my mouth and spill what was making me so sad. I sat my mug on coffee table and took a deep breath in and got up my courage.
"He cancelled our date." I said. She just nodded. "I didn't think I would feel like this. We aren't even going out. He's just an old friend and yet I am left with my trigger song playing in the back ground." She got up and turn off the stereo after I said that and throw the CD out the window. "I just feel stupid and useless."
"You're not useless." She smiled at me and pulled me into a big hug. "You're one of my really good friends and you're an amazing person. Besides what about that Scott guy?" I smiled she could always cheer me up. I picked up my mug and took a swig. I felt better knowing that I was surrounded by amazing people.
"Star Trek?" I asked smiling.

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I found myself curled up on the couch with tears in my eyes. Not feeling the need to do anything, not be with anyone. I felt empty, but I wasn't hungry and I had so much I wanted to say, but no one I wanted to say it too. I just felt the need to wallow in my own self pity. Nothing this whole week was going my way. My new job sucked and that one guy I just wanted to be with cancelled our date. I wanted to be with him and feel his warmth and love. Now I just felt lonely with no hope for tomorrow. I had Journey screaming in the back ground it was that deep kinda of depression. I felt like I could not fathom anything. Broken like a pretty glass vase that could not be put back together again.
There was a blanket was dropped over me. I looked up and there was my room mate smiling down at me. She had found the orange shock blanket that we stole. I sat up and wrapped it around me and rubbed my tear stained face. I still felt that empty pit in my stomach. She had got up and made some tea. God bless Eliza. She had got in a routine when she could feel my depression acting up. She knew a good cuppa would open me right up to share my feelings. This would make me feel better then bottling it up. The kettle began to steam like it was angry and she pour it into our favorite mugs.
I just stared as she carried over the mugs. She handed me mine in my Beatle mug. I just sat there taking in the sent of the orange tea and the warmth of it. She smile at me knowing that it was just a matter of time before I opened my mouth and spill what was making me so sad. I sat my mug on coffee table and took a deep breath in and got up my courage.
"He cancelled our date." I said. She just nodded. "I didn't think I would feel like this. We aren't even going out. He's just an old friend and yet I am left with my trigger song playing in the back ground." She got up and turn off the stereo after I said that and throw the CD out the window. "I just feel stupid and useless."
"You're not useless." She smiled at me and pulled me into a big hug. "You're one of my really good friends and you're an amazing person. Besides what about that Scott guy?" I smiled she could always cheer me up. I picked up my mug and took a swig. I felt better knowing that I was surrounded by amazing people.
"Star Trek?" I asked smiling.