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aaandd one more 8) ahaha; if I could just have unlimited character slots, I would be happy...

.... so... revamped Kyon~~
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Style of rp:

Lit/para

Timezone:

GMT+1

RP platform:

Skype(highly preferred), discord or chatroom

Name: Moriyama, Kyon (Yuriko when he is crossdressing)

Age: 26

Gender: Male

Nationality: Japanese

Ethnicity: Half Japanese, half american

Date of Birth: 24th of February

Height & Weight: 160 cm, 46 kg

Sexual Orientation: Homosexual

Occupation: Sugarbaby and ballet dancer

Apartment Type: Single studio apartment (rooming with Ikeda, Shoichi)

Personality:

Kyon as a person is very complex. He is bipolar with manic highs and suicidal lows. When he is on a high he is bubbly, cheerful and very talkative. He feels like he is close to invincible, and his confidence triumphs over anything else. He is sassy and always has a certain cheeky spark to his smile – which will show a lot. He likes to talk about himself – but he also likes to listen to what other people say – he just tends to get a little too eager when invested in a conversation, so he might interrupt the people he talk to – not out of indifference towards what they’re saying, but more out of pure impulse and energy.

While he is not the most caring person towards strangers, he is very affectionate around friends and loved ones, giving out many hugs and kisses. When in a high, he can become so excited about small things, that his pulse rises and he feels out of breath because of it. Every positive emotion is felt much stronger to him, and he acts on sheer impulse. Like this he is flirty, outgoing and overall a fairly comfortable person, if you can withstand the harsh language. He swears like a sailor, and at all times – high or low, he will be brutally honest. He is never one to pretend that he likes somebody, if he does not, and being on his bad side you will know it for sure.

Even when he is on a high, he is however still highly affected by a hot temper, which at times feels impossible to keep under control. He is very self-centred, egoistic and as mentioned very hot-headed, and will rarely do much to go out of his way for other people. He is stubborn and wants what he wants – he will lie and play dirty tricks to get it. In general he is actually quite intelligent, but never was too good with school topics, seeing as he is struggling with a serious level of dyslexia. He at times can seem clueless and often doesn’t understand his own feelings, and will end up confused when starting to take a liking to somebody. He likes to lie to himself, and is very good at telling himself only what he want to hear. He can be quite obnoxious in between his happy and bubbly moments, and he is a horrible winner who will brag forever, or a terrible looser who will make excuses for his own incompetence or bad luck. He is selfish and also violent at times. If you get on his bad side, he will hold grudges, and is not very easily forgiving to let you back on the good side. All in all his highs of maniac is mixed in with his actual personality. The same goes for the low end. When he is scraping the ground he is negative about everything. His temper is even worse than normally and in general his bad traits are strengthened. He becomes self-destructive and will abuse alcohol, drugs and even people at these times. He becomes irritable, sad and depressive. At these times he is like a completely different person. He will cry a lot, scream randomly at things in his home and will blame all his misery on everybody else, while down talking himself and truly feeling like he is worth nothing, just one with no other purpose than to die.

As a general trait he is very guarded about himself as a person, and he does not often let people close enough to actually get to know the real him; the sensitive young man who just needs something important in his life. He is outwards a strong person when on the high or more neutral ground, but when in the low his true broken parts show.

Likes:

-Fashion

-Sweets

-Alcohol

-Cigarettes

-His fat Persian cat named Lee

-Muscles

-Older guys (not as in OLD old.)

-Horror movies

-Big cars and motorbikes

-Dancing

-Money

-Harsh and offensive humour

-Strength

Dislikes:

-Most girls

-Ditzy people

-Weak people

-Carrots. Keep that shit away

-Sappy and romantic stuff

-When people are better at things than he is

-When mistaken for a girl when he is NOT crossdressing

Bio:

Kyon always had a very unstable life ever since childhood. He was the child of a one night stand, out of which came two children; a boy and a girl. His father had been in japan for studies, and nature and attraction just happened. Kyon and his sister; Ayaka were sadly born while their mom struggled with alcohol abuse and the pressure of university. She had to drop out, and married a man purely for his money. Kyon and his sister were born after they got together, and through the first 10 years of their life, the husband thought it to be his children.

The first years were full of ups and downs. The mother had, just like Kyon would come to, Bipolar disorder. Her case wasn’t overly extreme, but at times she found her life almost impossible to overcome simply due to her low times. She would become depressive and at times she would hit her children.

Kyon was already from childhood a very hotheaded kid, so he often got into fights with both of the parents, and his sister who appeared to be a little more timid, but towards Kyon she was just as loud as he. The family had many fights, and rarely saw the ‘man in the house’ seeing he worked for a bigger corporation. They never lacked money thou, and as compensation for never being home, he bought the children plenty of presents.

Kyon liked dancing ever since he was a child, so the mother enrolled both of her children to ballet classes since age 4. Ayaka was less interested – she much rather wanted to sit still and draw or sing, while Kyon just enjoyed pretty much anything that allowed him to be active.

He had a few friends at school, but wasn’t ever really popular. He wasn’t bullied, but at times he would get picked on. It seemed fairly normal from the outside, but inside the house’s four walls it was always a mess; fights and yelling, rarely a calm moment.

Around the age of 10, the parents got into a huge argument. It ended up in a fight, and out of pure frustrations the mother screamed at her husband, that the kids wasn’t even his. Even if she afterwards claimed to have lied, the husband couldn’t get the thought out of his head. He had always thought that the children didn’t look all too much like neither him nor his wife; the parents both had mono eyelids, but the children had double. Their skintone were slightly different, and they had curls. So he demanded a DNA test. By the time the truth came out, the husband disappeared. Neither of the 3 who was left behind ever knew what happened, but they assumed he had left them in shame.

It took quite the toll on all 3. Kyon, who aleady struggled to keep up at school due to his dyslexia, found that everything became a bit harder. He cried a lot, not understanding why their dad had left them. It was chaos for the next couple of years, and Kyon just tried his best to keep up with his everyday life, and then loose himself into dancing whenever he got the chance.

But as high school approached, Kyon found himself so busy, so stressed that it almost swallowed him up whole. He always did have mood swings, but it had only gotten worse after the family split. They didn’t have much money anymore, and overall they struggled to just keep the family running. Their little broken family.

Highschool was pure hell. Kyon didn’t get along with anybody, and Ayaka wasn’t even there; she had due to her brilliance gotten a scholarship for a boarding school for girls. Kyon was stuck at a lousy little local high school with a bad reputation. He got into a lot of fights, bullied for doing ballet. It was a hellhole full of fights, Kyon’s moodswings only making everything harder for him.

Somehow by a miracle, he managed to graduate. At this time he have had a girlfriend, but it never felt right to him. He had liked her, but he never had wanted to sleep with her, and in the end she had cheated on him, and he found his anger towards women just growing. He was aleady angry at his mother for occasionally beating the living hell out of him when she was drunk, and his sister he felt betrayed by, as he felt that she left him.

From then on he just did not care to find another girlfriend. He wanted to study at university, but he never really knew what he wanted to be. He did ballet – he liked the women routines much more than the men – and in the end he couldn’t do the lifts like they could – he had been strong enough as a child, but due to malnutrition and a badly balanced hormonal level he didn’t grow as fast as the other kids. He was small, very skinny and through high school he ended up spending a lot of his time in a care facility for children who were mistreated by their parents, or simply just came from broken homes that couldn’t function anymore.

It was a mess.

Kyon ended up never studying anything after highschool. He failed all entrance exams, and while he was actually smart enough, he never felt more stupid. Reading was difficult and he had a hard time concentrating.

He took a job in a convenience store where he would work for some years, soon enough moving out into his own flat. He still did ballet, but overall he lived a miserable existence.

One day as he sat in a café, supposed to meet a friend who never showed up, he was approached by a man in his mid 30ies. Kyon who was in the beginning of his 20ies at this time at first asked him to just piss off and leave him alone. But the man bought him coffee, offered him money if he would just spend some time with him… He addressed him as a woman thou, thinking so due to the slightly long hair at the time. Kyon was irritated, but decided; whatever goes, if he buys me food. In the end it appeared that the man had just been dumped by his girlfriend, and he had been caught in a slump for 3 weeks unable to do much. He just needed company – to feel that there were other women out there. Kyon had gone with the act, and as the night progressed, he found that the guy was quite nice. Kyon had little moral, so he kept the man in the dark of his gender, just acting it as a ‘tomboy kind of girl’. He agreed to see the man again – but not as a date. The man offered to pay for his company – not for sex, but merely for the company of him. Kyon saw the man a couple of times, and he found that this payed off really well. He had heard of it before; sugardating, but he never thought he as a boy could do it. This was when he decided to take a different approach to it. Through tutorials online he learned how to do makeup, style hair, and he found a new interest in womens fashion. Before he knew it he had created a profile posing as a woman. He chose the name Yuriko. Through this he found himself getting plenty of attention. It was also through this that he realized; he might just like guys, actually. He didn’t mind going on dates, letting himself get smothered in compliments and presents.

Within a few months Kyon found himself quitting his job as he suddenly was a fulltime sugarbaby. He got more bold over time, asking for higher prices, more expensive gifts, and he got more picky with the guys who contacted him. At all costs he avoided being anywhere private with them, not wanting his cover blown.

One evening when he was out with one of the guys whom he had been seeing for a couple of months, the guy; Hikaru, asked how much Kyon would charge for sleeping with him. Kyon refused blankly at first, but the man urged him; he offered more and more money for it. The situation took a bad turn. They were at a bar at this time, and in public space and all, Hikaru started to force kisses on Kyon, tryng to pull up in his shirt to get to his skin, pull in his pants and trying to open them. The music was loud, people didn’t notice. Kyon was scared shitless. What would happen when he found out? In the fear of sudden confrontation, and in his drunken state, Kyon just blurred out the truth. Startled by this, the man let go and Kyon rushed out and away. For some days he cancelled all his meetings, until he one night got a message from Hikaru. He first apologized for what he had done, and next up he asked; was it true what you said?

Kyon admitted. It was the truth. At this point he thought he had to delete his account, stop all contact and go back to a shit life without money, working lousy jobs. But Hikaru surprised him. Instead of a negative reaction, the man in stead said that he was up for trying it, and how much Kyon would charge. This completely shocked him.

But in the end he was curious. He hadn’t slept with anybody – he had no experience. At first he thought he should take a low price because of this, but when he told the other that he had no experience at all, that he hadn’t been with anybody, so he didn’t quite know what to do and what to take for it, he found the offered money being so much that he could hardly believe it… all for being unexperienced, he thought? Was all that virginity crap not just something that for some odd reason mattered when it was women?

Well… apparently not.

From here on, Kyon stopped carring. The deed itself had been quite a bad experience. Hikaru had ended up being quite violent, and after the one purchasing Kyon stopped their connection of being sugardady and sugarbaby. But he decided to look into the matter; maybe there was a market for guys also? And to his surprise there was.

Through the time since then he experienced both good and bad things from this. He managed to keep up his ballet, have a lot of freetime, meet many people… His selfesteem suffered from it. His low times became worse, and he often felt as if he was just a soulless object – but he liked the money. It left him so conflicted.

Additional information:

Tba.

Description

aaandd one more 8) ahaha; if I could just have unlimited character slots, I would be happy...

.... so... revamped Kyon~~
________________________________

Style of rp:

Lit/para

Timezone:

GMT+1

RP platform:

Skype(highly preferred), discord or chatroom

Name: Moriyama, Kyon (Yuriko when he is crossdressing)

Age: 26

Gender: Male

Nationality: Japanese

Ethnicity: Half Japanese, half american

Date of Birth: 24th of February

Height & Weight: 160 cm, 46 kg

Sexual Orientation: Homosexual

Occupation: Sugarbaby and ballet dancer

Apartment Type: Single studio apartment (rooming with Ikeda, Shoichi)

Personality:

Kyon as a person is very complex. He is bipolar with manic highs and suicidal lows. When he is on a high he is bubbly, cheerful and very talkative. He feels like he is close to invincible, and his confidence triumphs over anything else. He is sassy and always has a certain cheeky spark to his smile – which will show a lot. He likes to talk about himself – but he also likes to listen to what other people say – he just tends to get a little too eager when invested in a conversation, so he might interrupt the people he talk to – not out of indifference towards what they’re saying, but more out of pure impulse and energy.

While he is not the most caring person towards strangers, he is very affectionate around friends and loved ones, giving out many hugs and kisses. When in a high, he can become so excited about small things, that his pulse rises and he feels out of breath because of it. Every positive emotion is felt much stronger to him, and he acts on sheer impulse. Like this he is flirty, outgoing and overall a fairly comfortable person, if you can withstand the harsh language. He swears like a sailor, and at all times – high or low, he will be brutally honest. He is never one to pretend that he likes somebody, if he does not, and being on his bad side you will know it for sure.

Even when he is on a high, he is however still highly affected by a hot temper, which at times feels impossible to keep under control. He is very self-centred, egoistic and as mentioned very hot-headed, and will rarely do much to go out of his way for other people. He is stubborn and wants what he wants – he will lie and play dirty tricks to get it. In general he is actually quite intelligent, but never was too good with school topics, seeing as he is struggling with a serious level of dyslexia. He at times can seem clueless and often doesn’t understand his own feelings, and will end up confused when starting to take a liking to somebody. He likes to lie to himself, and is very good at telling himself only what he want to hear. He can be quite obnoxious in between his happy and bubbly moments, and he is a horrible winner who will brag forever, or a terrible looser who will make excuses for his own incompetence or bad luck. He is selfish and also violent at times. If you get on his bad side, he will hold grudges, and is not very easily forgiving to let you back on the good side. All in all his highs of maniac is mixed in with his actual personality. The same goes for the low end. When he is scraping the ground he is negative about everything. His temper is even worse than normally and in general his bad traits are strengthened. He becomes self-destructive and will abuse alcohol, drugs and even people at these times. He becomes irritable, sad and depressive. At these times he is like a completely different person. He will cry a lot, scream randomly at things in his home and will blame all his misery on everybody else, while down talking himself and truly feeling like he is worth nothing, just one with no other purpose than to die.

As a general trait he is very guarded about himself as a person, and he does not often let people close enough to actually get to know the real him; the sensitive young man who just needs something important in his life. He is outwards a strong person when on the high or more neutral ground, but when in the low his true broken parts show.

Likes:

-Fashion

-Sweets

-Alcohol

-Cigarettes

-His fat Persian cat named Lee

-Muscles

-Older guys (not as in OLD old.)

-Horror movies

-Big cars and motorbikes

-Dancing

-Money

-Harsh and offensive humour

-Strength

Dislikes:

-Most girls

-Ditzy people

-Weak people

-Carrots. Keep that shit away

-Sappy and romantic stuff

-When people are better at things than he is

-When mistaken for a girl when he is NOT crossdressing

Bio:

Kyon always had a very unstable life ever since childhood. He was the child of a one night stand, out of which came two children; a boy and a girl. His father had been in japan for studies, and nature and attraction just happened. Kyon and his sister; Ayaka were sadly born while their mom struggled with alcohol abuse and the pressure of university. She had to drop out, and married a man purely for his money. Kyon and his sister were born after they got together, and through the first 10 years of their life, the husband thought it to be his children.

The first years were full of ups and downs. The mother had, just like Kyon would come to, Bipolar disorder. Her case wasn’t overly extreme, but at times she found her life almost impossible to overcome simply due to her low times. She would become depressive and at times she would hit her children.

Kyon was already from childhood a very hotheaded kid, so he often got into fights with both of the parents, and his sister who appeared to be a little more timid, but towards Kyon she was just as loud as he. The family had many fights, and rarely saw the ‘man in the house’ seeing he worked for a bigger corporation. They never lacked money thou, and as compensation for never being home, he bought the children plenty of presents.

Kyon liked dancing ever since he was a child, so the mother enrolled both of her children to ballet classes since age 4. Ayaka was less interested – she much rather wanted to sit still and draw or sing, while Kyon just enjoyed pretty much anything that allowed him to be active.

He had a few friends at school, but wasn’t ever really popular. He wasn’t bullied, but at times he would get picked on. It seemed fairly normal from the outside, but inside the house’s four walls it was always a mess; fights and yelling, rarely a calm moment.

Around the age of 10, the parents got into a huge argument. It ended up in a fight, and out of pure frustrations the mother screamed at her husband, that the kids wasn’t even his. Even if she afterwards claimed to have lied, the husband couldn’t get the thought out of his head. He had always thought that the children didn’t look all too much like neither him nor his wife; the parents both had mono eyelids, but the children had double. Their skintone were slightly different, and they had curls. So he demanded a DNA test. By the time the truth came out, the husband disappeared. Neither of the 3 who was left behind ever knew what happened, but they assumed he had left them in shame.

It took quite the toll on all 3. Kyon, who aleady struggled to keep up at school due to his dyslexia, found that everything became a bit harder. He cried a lot, not understanding why their dad had left them. It was chaos for the next couple of years, and Kyon just tried his best to keep up with his everyday life, and then loose himself into dancing whenever he got the chance.

But as high school approached, Kyon found himself so busy, so stressed that it almost swallowed him up whole. He always did have mood swings, but it had only gotten worse after the family split. They didn’t have much money anymore, and overall they struggled to just keep the family running. Their little broken family.

Highschool was pure hell. Kyon didn’t get along with anybody, and Ayaka wasn’t even there; she had due to her brilliance gotten a scholarship for a boarding school for girls. Kyon was stuck at a lousy little local high school with a bad reputation. He got into a lot of fights, bullied for doing ballet. It was a hellhole full of fights, Kyon’s moodswings only making everything harder for him.

Somehow by a miracle, he managed to graduate. At this time he have had a girlfriend, but it never felt right to him. He had liked her, but he never had wanted to sleep with her, and in the end she had cheated on him, and he found his anger towards women just growing. He was aleady angry at his mother for occasionally beating the living hell out of him when she was drunk, and his sister he felt betrayed by, as he felt that she left him.

From then on he just did not care to find another girlfriend. He wanted to study at university, but he never really knew what he wanted to be. He did ballet – he liked the women routines much more than the men – and in the end he couldn’t do the lifts like they could – he had been strong enough as a child, but due to malnutrition and a badly balanced hormonal level he didn’t grow as fast as the other kids. He was small, very skinny and through high school he ended up spending a lot of his time in a care facility for children who were mistreated by their parents, or simply just came from broken homes that couldn’t function anymore.

It was a mess.

Kyon ended up never studying anything after highschool. He failed all entrance exams, and while he was actually smart enough, he never felt more stupid. Reading was difficult and he had a hard time concentrating.

He took a job in a convenience store where he would work for some years, soon enough moving out into his own flat. He still did ballet, but overall he lived a miserable existence.

One day as he sat in a café, supposed to meet a friend who never showed up, he was approached by a man in his mid 30ies. Kyon who was in the beginning of his 20ies at this time at first asked him to just piss off and leave him alone. But the man bought him coffee, offered him money if he would just spend some time with him… He addressed him as a woman thou, thinking so due to the slightly long hair at the time. Kyon was irritated, but decided; whatever goes, if he buys me food. In the end it appeared that the man had just been dumped by his girlfriend, and he had been caught in a slump for 3 weeks unable to do much. He just needed company – to feel that there were other women out there. Kyon had gone with the act, and as the night progressed, he found that the guy was quite nice. Kyon had little moral, so he kept the man in the dark of his gender, just acting it as a ‘tomboy kind of girl’. He agreed to see the man again – but not as a date. The man offered to pay for his company – not for sex, but merely for the company of him. Kyon saw the man a couple of times, and he found that this payed off really well. He had heard of it before; sugardating, but he never thought he as a boy could do it. This was when he decided to take a different approach to it. Through tutorials online he learned how to do makeup, style hair, and he found a new interest in womens fashion. Before he knew it he had created a profile posing as a woman. He chose the name Yuriko. Through this he found himself getting plenty of attention. It was also through this that he realized; he might just like guys, actually. He didn’t mind going on dates, letting himself get smothered in compliments and presents.

Within a few months Kyon found himself quitting his job as he suddenly was a fulltime sugarbaby. He got more bold over time, asking for higher prices, more expensive gifts, and he got more picky with the guys who contacted him. At all costs he avoided being anywhere private with them, not wanting his cover blown.

One evening when he was out with one of the guys whom he had been seeing for a couple of months, the guy; Hikaru, asked how much Kyon would charge for sleeping with him. Kyon refused blankly at first, but the man urged him; he offered more and more money for it. The situation took a bad turn. They were at a bar at this time, and in public space and all, Hikaru started to force kisses on Kyon, tryng to pull up in his shirt to get to his skin, pull in his pants and trying to open them. The music was loud, people didn’t notice. Kyon was scared shitless. What would happen when he found out? In the fear of sudden confrontation, and in his drunken state, Kyon just blurred out the truth. Startled by this, the man let go and Kyon rushed out and away. For some days he cancelled all his meetings, until he one night got a message from Hikaru. He first apologized for what he had done, and next up he asked; was it true what you said?

Kyon admitted. It was the truth. At this point he thought he had to delete his account, stop all contact and go back to a shit life without money, working lousy jobs. But Hikaru surprised him. Instead of a negative reaction, the man in stead said that he was up for trying it, and how much Kyon would charge. This completely shocked him.

But in the end he was curious. He hadn’t slept with anybody – he had no experience. At first he thought he should take a low price because of this, but when he told the other that he had no experience at all, that he hadn’t been with anybody, so he didn’t quite know what to do and what to take for it, he found the offered money being so much that he could hardly believe it… all for being unexperienced, he thought? Was all that virginity crap not just something that for some odd reason mattered when it was women?

Well… apparently not.

From here on, Kyon stopped carring. The deed itself had been quite a bad experience. Hikaru had ended up being quite violent, and after the one purchasing Kyon stopped their connection of being sugardady and sugarbaby. But he decided to look into the matter; maybe there was a market for guys also? And to his surprise there was.

Through the time since then he experienced both good and bad things from this. He managed to keep up his ballet, have a lot of freetime, meet many people… His selfesteem suffered from it. His low times became worse, and he often felt as if he was just a soulless object – but he liked the money. It left him so conflicted.

Additional information:

Tba.