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Published: 2009-10-03 23:39:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 51; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Sometimes I wish I didn't exist,There would be no hurt or anguish
between her and me.
I lie in bed at times
just to drift to nothingness.
I hate what I've become,
so personal and private.
I can't see the good out
of what I've experienced.
She tells me to think hard,
but the only thing that comes out is,
"I can't."
Nobody understands it.
Nobody bothers to ask about it.
Nobody listens to hear it.
That's when jealousy comes out.
Why didn't it happen to them?
What did I do to deserve this?
But nobody hears my cry
or her's for that matter.
That's when anger comes out.
Why don't they help us?
Don't they see what we are going through?
But nobody can fathom the strife.
So I sit here...
Typing on this technology...
Waiting for it to get better.
God, I wish I didn't exist.
