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UnderControl4Ever — This Girl
Published: 2010-01-13 02:11:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 170; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 3
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This girl.She sits in the middle,
Of what seems like everything.
She talks to herself,
Instead of talking to her friends.
She looks out the window,
In desperate need of air.
Her eyes wander to the door,
To see a young man.
She looks at her beautiful,
Yet ugly self,
Thinking she will never have a chance with him.
She cries each night,
Hoping tomorrow will be a better light.
She wishes she could fly,
Fly away into another dream.
She wishes she could laugh,
Like the others.
She wishes she could just die,
And forget Everything.
She hopes that she will find a lover,
But remembers herself looking at the "thing" in the mirror.
She wants to break everything,
And scream in terror.
She puts on a fake smile,
But inside it's a sick grin.
It's turning her inside out,
Just to see what he's about.
She wishes that today will be a better day,
But winds up hiding in the bathroom,
Waiting...waiting....
For herself to get the guts to do it.
Like everything else,
It won't be a big deal.
She cries each night,
Hoping tomorrow will be a better light.
She wishes she could fly,
Fly away into another dream.
She wishes she could laugh,
Like the others.
She wishes she could just die,
And forget Everything.
This girl lies on the floor...
Eyes wide open in beautiful death,
And a smile,
So creepy,
It goes right down your spin.
This girl is me.
