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-shut-my doors shut
my minds shut
im shut out from the world
but somehow i still feel like im sitting in the center of the
world
all the people that dont care
like needles piercing my eyes i feel their every stare
their fierce gaze
like fire ablaze trying to make me blind
i search but like a nightmare
no comfort can i find.
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hmm, an alice through the looking glace atmosphere. I like it.
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really ? thanks i dont know what kind of atmosphere it is but im glad u like it 
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alice through the looking glass was the original story htat alice in wounderland came from. It was actauly about a girl in a mental asylum that couldnt escape her nightmares even when she was awake.
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i didnt know that thats cool i feel that way sometimes so i guess alice isnt the happy go lucky blonde disney made her to be lol
im glad u like the poem
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lol, no not at all. Disney from waht i know wrote that fomr a book i think, wich was based on through the looking glass. But through the looking glass was liek the original of it all. Im sorry oyu feel that way sometimes. But Some things are unavoidable until we learn how to face them.
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yea i guess so they are strange and hard to deal with but not impossible to deal with though
that sounds like a good story have u read it before cuz u know alot about it
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yeah I did. Quite a long time ago. Its wierd ot some people but im into taht kinda stuff. The whole supernatural world behind our eyes thing kidna fascinates me so I study that kidna stuff (well did a while back before my last girlfriend told me to stop cause she thought it was (to dark) but its been a long itme since that books ever been ni my hands. well, thats not true. I just organized all ym books a few days ago. But i havnt read it so.
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hmmmmmmmmmm me to i like the dark and supernatural i beleive deeply in it as much as i beleive in life lol and i learned u cant let ur gf or bfs get in the way of what makes u you
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yeah i realize that now. well. In a way. My sweetheart now doesnt mind that kidna stuff. She actualy finds some of it interesting too. The last one there were alto of problems with and i was jsut doing veryhting i could to keep teh relationship as clean as possible.
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lol, I was talking to this girl on here a few days ago that was going through the same situation you are actualy so this is becoming something i could wright a book on lol. wich i think we technichally did so far. anyway. Like I said your best bet is to talk to him. Calmly and simply of course. But find tou these things you ahve questions to. you dont knwo what he wants. Well there oculd be a million things there. I mean when your with someone for a long time fi there arnt little breaks (and i dont mean breaking up i mean like spending a couple days without each other) then things lose there specialness (not a owrd but it fits) so maybe its something liek that. Maybe you guys just need some time to relax on your own. (again not saying breaking up but not being there with each other) or maybe things are changing on someones end. There oculd be a billion reasons. Most of htem fixable. Your main thing is to find out what.
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ya it hurts when ur the only one trying sometimes thats how i feel with my sweetheart he just doesnt seem as into me as he used to be its quite depressing
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what you need to do then is talk to him. Never let yourself stay quite in a situation liek that. Thats what caused me a lot of problems in my past relationship. Things seemed diferent and i was to scared to bring it up. Im not saying itll make everyhting all perfect again. But at least youll know if your gjust feeling htat way for no reason or if there is a reason. And then you can work on it or figure soething out form there. Never trap yourself in a relationship taht you arnt truly happy in.
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yeah but weve been goin out for awhile now and it seems he changes from time to time im hoping it changes again and hes different in a better more loving way hes a mystery puzzle he is but as i said hes been there for so long i cant imagine life without him
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the girl i was with before krystal (the one im with now) i was with for two years and some odd months. now thats nto to amazingly long whnei look at it now. but for the time it was. and ill tell you now imagining life without her wa imposible at the time. Wich is why im not saying you should break up with him. Im jsut saying oyu should tlak to him and find otu maybe what it is that you think ahs changed. im not trying ot force that idea on you iether thuogh. Im jstu saying that its something oyu might an to think about. Youll never be truly happy with someone if your allways worried.
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thats true and dont u wory i dont think ur forcing the idea of a brake up on me but i kinda like someone else and still him like i like both of them and i will talk to him thanks for the advice u allways ofer me good counsel and such but when i say along time i mean it it in fact it will be 2 years september 8th so it does really hurt and it is really hard
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((nods)) its hard, no mater what the situation is. Ill admit one of the reasons I never asked the girl I was with why things were diferent was casue I was scared. CAuse I didnt want to take the chance on it ending. but then about 6 or 7 months after our 2 year when she left I was wishing I had asked her. Casue as much as I dredded her saying she just didnt feel the same and leaving me I still wish I had at least known what was going on and have been able to figure it out then instead of having gone through that 6/7 months of time worying and woundering jstu to have the same outcomea dn it be that much more painfull. Well kind liek that. I had known her for 2 years before we oficialy started going out and was kind... "with her" for a bit of that itme before then. it was baout the year and a hal of our oficial that things started to change so iether way even if i did ask when it got bad it still woulda been about 6 months time i had waited but not as badly as it was when i waited when i knew i should have asked. If that makes sense. I think the orderand explanation for that was screwed up.
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yeah it makes perfect sense to me mike i just dont know what he wants anymore and i like someone else right now also so im all sorts of mixed up lol im good at that
love and hugs kate
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sorry the one at the top was meant ot be a reply to this one. order got screwed up. my mistake
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thats ok the order doesnt mater to me its the thought that counts so many times ppl get to involved in the organization and forget why it was sent
kate
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sorry im wierd about tha kidna stuff. youll realize i aplogize or try to corect everything no matter how small lol.
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ya thats ok i personally have funny qwirks too like disliking everything i do i try to apoligize alot too though lol
kate
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hey good outlook. thanks
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ur welcome i allways am glad to help a friend in need and hhappy to offer my outlook on things wether ppl want it or not im afraid lol kate
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hey it works tahts all taht matters.
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yeah thats it thats the positiveness im talking about lol ive got a problem with looking at only the negative side myself lol but whatever works as u said lol kate
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its ok im the same way a lot of the time so i kno where your coming from. by teh way. tryed MSN and got it. dont know how your names on taht work and stuff. the email adress i used was mandraconis@hotmail.com so i dont know if thats considered my screen name or what but. there oyu go. lol.
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yeah i think thats the screen name im cookiesncream2008@hotmail.com dont ask y ill add u and try to instant message u
kate
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realy whats like that
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kk i wont then lol
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