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Bite my tongue, hold my breath, close my eyes
As the two of you kiss goodbye
Clench my fists and pretend I can't see
That smile you give her that you never gave me.

I sit all alone and I try
To imagine your beautiful eyes
But that image of her keeps on stabbing the thoughts in my mind
(and I feel left behind)

You sing "Agony"
But you haven't the slightest idea what it means
To wake up each morning with tears on your cheeks
This is agony.
This is agony:
Far more painful than any you see on a stage
When it's one minute sadness, the next minute rage
Can death be as grave as this life that I gave up for you?
The life that I wasted on you?

I look back at all that you gave
All the times that we had, all the codes that I saved
I look back as I read them again,
Were there more to those words than just paper and pen?

I try to escape from the sting,
Try to let my emotions take wing
But you're every thought, every breath, every note that I sing
(you are everything)

You say, "Misery"
But still there you are, and my misery's worse
Every word that you say is a gift and a curse,
This is misery.
This is misery:
Reaching farther and farther for your open hand,
I keep begging your spirit to please understand
I keep calling, displaying, and silently praying, "Why me?"
Why did God make me love someone who cannot love me?

Every moment with you I try
To find some sort of love in your eyes
I try so hard that it hurts my insides,
but you're blind...

I'm angry, I'm scared and depressed.
I try sleeping, but I just can't rest
to you I'm this unwanted guest.
Second-Best

You sing "Agony"
But you haven't a clue of the madness and scars
Of being in love with a vain-hearted liar that you are
See my agony!
Seeing you two together, my heart starts to wilt,
and I wake up at night feeling nothing but guilt,
I think "I'd go through hell just to see this end well," then I see...
I'm already in hell because you don't love me.

See me.
Let me be more than a blur.
Please,
Love me the way you love her.
She.
You.
Me.
You'll never ever love me.
You'll never ever love me.
You'll never ever...

Description
Bite my tongue, hold my breath, close my eyes
As the two of you kiss goodbye
Clench my fists and pretend I can't see
That smile you give her that you never gave me.

I sit all alone and I try
To imagine your beautiful eyes
But that image of her keeps on stabbing the thoughts in my mind
(and I feel left behind)

You sing "Agony"
But you haven't the slightest idea what it means
To wake up each morning with tears on your cheeks
This is agony.
This is agony:
Far more painful than any you see on a stage
When it's one minute sadness, the next minute rage
Can death be as grave as this life that I gave up for you?
The life that I wasted on you?

I look back at all that you gave
All the times that we had, all the codes that I saved
I look back as I read them again,
Were there more to those words than just paper and pen?

I try to escape from the sting,
Try to let my emotions take wing
But you're every thought, every breath, every note that I sing
(you are everything)

You say, "Misery"
But still there you are, and my misery's worse
Every word that you say is a gift and a curse,
This is misery.
This is misery:
Reaching farther and farther for your open hand,
I keep begging your spirit to please understand
I keep calling, displaying, and silently praying, "Why me?"
Why did God make me love someone who cannot love me?

Every moment with you I try
To find some sort of love in your eyes
I try so hard that it hurts my insides,
but you're blind...

I'm angry, I'm scared and depressed.
I try sleeping, but I just can't rest
to you I'm this unwanted guest.
Second-Best

You sing "Agony"
But you haven't a clue of the madness and scars
Of being in love with a vain-hearted liar that you are
See my agony!
Seeing you two together, my heart starts to wilt,
and I wake up at night feeling nothing but guilt,
I think "I'd go through hell just to see this end well," then I see...
I'm already in hell because you don't love me.

See me.
Let me be more than a blur.
Please,
Love me the way you love her.
She.
You.
Me.
You'll never ever love me.
You'll never ever love me.
You'll never ever...