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wordsofshadow — love is simple
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buried down deephidden without my consent
i pushed them down
feeding myself lies of my true feelings
telling myself that all is well
but what does one do when there is no more shell
nothing to proverbially break out of
the thought of your skin on mine
once again
makes me want to cry the happiest tears
and weep the out the most horrible fears
leaving them on your shoulder
as you hold me as close as possible
turning everything around me to silence
a beautiful tune rocks me into my cage
a cell built on my own
to house everything that i don't want to think about
how much i wish it weren't true
and how i ache to know you feel the same
when i always had to be the strong one
and now when i truly wish to break open the dam
i can only produce a single tear
the drugs wore off
and these words are the most bitter reminder
of how i truly feel
what i truly want
but it only comes out when i lack the weakness to keep them hidden
when i learn that my true strength is in admitting my weakness
to myself and everyone else
so i leave these words to myself and everyone
as a reminder
we are human
we are meant to bleed
we are meant to cry
we are meant to carry on
but how does one carry on after losing their everything
that one string that kept you going
how.......
remember.
