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Published: 2011-05-02 22:31:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 67; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description        My heart is ..... broken because i know you will never love me and thats ok.
you say you feel the pain i feel but no you cant you have no idea of how i feel every time i look into your eyes it hurts but i put a smile on for you so you can think i am happy .... but your heart belongs to her so its alright i have no right trying to take you away from your true love and i know thats a sin. envey lust and greed all at the same time... but i know you will love her forever and it cant be helped im just a soul lost to you and god never will i be found again. i will not tell you of the sarrow that my tears hold buts ok dont blame yourself you are not to blame for my broken and shattered heart its  me and my damned soul i am forever traped loving someone who cant love me it punishment for all the sin im about to do
im sad so sad but it ok all the pain will soon be gone ... you see im going to let go of you so you can truley be happy and be with the one you love ... which will never be me ... im letting you go so you wont get hurt when i sell my soul... and as our hand grow apart i know that im all alone and it scares me im scared so scared i wish you could help me i have shed tears and so much more for you ... ill do my best to make you happy but in the end i see its not me but her that will bring you joy and bliss no matter what is coming to me make sure you stay happy your kind and so sweet i dont even deserve you in my life but yet i get you why do you want to help me stand on my own do you feel pitty for me or is it because you know my soul already fading? and when you ask me do i have hate for the pretty girl dressed in black i will say no because she makes you happy and thats enough for me i know ill die alone but thats not your problem its mine god has clamed you as satan has clamed me its ok go be happy ... at least i can make someone else happy .....
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Comments: 4

Darrin-S [2011-05-03 00:24:19 +0000 UTC]

Amber I'm sorry, this actually made me cry...You don't realize how much I wish I could love you... And I know it's more painful for you I have no idea what you are feeling...

But she doesn't love me either...By time she's ready to date in 3 years she won't love me anymore and most likely never will. And please, do not say you belong to satan, you have to choose who you belong to. I am so so sad I'm sorry I just..I'm sorry I really am i don't know what to say...

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zero791 In reply to Darrin-S [2011-05-03 19:22:54 +0000 UTC]

it made u cry?

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Darrin-S In reply to zero791 [2011-05-03 19:32:06 +0000 UTC]

Not cry but very very depressed

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zero791 In reply to Darrin-S [2011-05-03 19:37:34 +0000 UTC]

oh im sorry....

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