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Published: 2004-06-23 17:55:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 165; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 18
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Description They say life is like a box of chocolates
And I guess I have been choosing the wrongs ones my whole life
Deep inside there is a inner me waiting, waiting to get out
But in my heart and is locked up and away
My inner feelings jump into the sides of my heart
Causing cracks, the cracks of my life. My flaws
I need to find the key for my locked heart

Now I have filled the cracks
But somehow later on in life they show
Don’t ask me to tell you who I am
I don’t even know who I am
You don’t know what it is like to not have yourself figured out
You can at least tell me you didn’t care, or didn’t really want to know
This life is just so made up of fake people leading me the wrong way
That bumpy road leading to somewhere I have been before
You just seem to mess with my head most of you

Sometimes I just want to believe in myself
I don’t think I have ever met someone to suck the life out of me
As much as you did, all of you
1, 2, 3
Staying straight faced is fake when you have nothing to be happy
Even though I try I seemed to throw you away and everything I touched
If it makes you happy ill say I will be ok
Ill gets old someday and will have my own life to live
Happy and without the double headed people in my life
Like a flip of the coin you talk, to sides to you all

The cracks show now and then
Seeing the light peep through showing my weakness
I fall to the people around me, taking it all in
Never letting it out, killing myself slowly
I will patch this up someday

Life knocks me down now and then
But I never let it keep me down
Sometimes I blame myself for everything
Maybe it is all because of me
Life is a bitch
But that seems to be an understatement
There isn’t any word in the world to describe how I feel sometimes

I am putting my foot down, stamping on that two faced coin
I have had enough with this
Laughing at you and your little followers
You thought you hurt me, but you didn’t
You only made me stronger
Made me find me
Find where you are in life

In the end, you only end up killing yourselves
You never have and never will bring me down to your ground floor
I am too high up on this cloud in my head
Let’s just say I call it my life

Life
My life, not yours
Life, my life
Mine
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Comments: 2

sanozatsho [2004-06-29 01:54:18 +0000 UTC]

i take it back. no one should be like us. no one should have to be like this. i am glad i met this girl, she has helped me much. still i must do much, but she kick started my heart, taught me what it was like to feel, to be truely happy. something i thought would never come. and now she may be gone from me? what has she done, a favor, or only futhered my pain?
time will tell.
let us chat, a mirior for both of us we are.

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sanozatsho [2004-06-29 01:51:31 +0000 UTC]

you know not how close we are. you steal the words from my mouth. how can there people like us? the should only be one of us, to feel these things, know these things, hate these people. you touch the things that i know. how you know me is crazy, lunisy, unknow.
read mine, you will look in the mirrior friend.
let us chat.

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